Yep, I am the grande olde age of 34.
It slipped in quietly on Monday the 5th. I am happy to report that this year there were no doldrums, I didn't hate it, I didn't want to cry, I didn't miss my family so much, my mom I always miss but this year it felt okay - I survived.
Brave smile.
My boss asked me what I planned for this year. I looked at him blankly. Then wondered about it.
This is what I want to learn or do this year:
In no particular order:
- Learn how to play poker
- Learn to pick out a few tunes on the guitar
- Write at least 100,000 words on ONE story
- Finish it, polish it and send it off to agents
- Go on our Greek holiday and love it so much we don't want to come back
- Lose another 2 stone in weight
- Win the lottery
- Enjoy being married to a lovely boy, even if he spends more time online fighting to save the world than is strictly good for him.
Och, I am sure there is much more I can think of.
But that is it for now. I am wondering if I have grown up? Or come to terms with the fact that I am growing older. Even if I don't feel it. Its strange, I turned 30 and I was petrified. The past three years I spent in tears on my birthday. I hated it all - my presents, me, hubby - all of it. Nothing was right. But this year there was this calm acceptance. I think it was shock.
But I feel better for it - spent a stirling day writing and chatting and communing with one another and loving the LWD and all the world.
So. Here is to a very good 34th year!